1/12/10=sometimes i wonder

the day of 112
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is anyone out there? sometimes i wonder...how do you get people to notice you? do i even have anything to notice? ...sometimes i wonder. ehh...i think i do, and i think i have pretty good taste, that should be enough right? sometimes i wonder. ...i would like a little more, and sometimes i wonder how much longer i'm going to have to wait...sometimes i think forever. so i prepare myself to wait forever. is that wrong? because you really never do know when or if the when you had in mind will ever actually exist. is this pessimism? ...i've been told i'm suicidal & potentially addicted to endorphins, interesting opinion...i agree with the latter half of it. so maybe my down mood is because i'm going through endorphin withdrawal?

the end.
haha! very dramatic, lol

i wanted to write something, and didn't feel like updating my page. dangit! i want people to read. what does that take? or better yet, what does it take to make people respond? one sided is getting boring.